What I feel ?

i'm not supposed to be like this.

yes. i know i cant hide this feeling. i feel hurt.

i'm hurt alone. and i can't tell anyone. just Allah know how i feel right know. because Allah hears every unspoken word, sees every unseen wound, mends every unbearable pain.

i hate to see you and she act like that. and i cant tell anybody even my bestfriend because i know that buddy will laugh to me -.-' and words like this akan keluar:" you what pijah? Pijah is jealous? " and that will stop me to open my mouth and tell my buddy.

i hate it to hear what you call she and she call you. i just HATE it. get it? and once again. i cant tell anyone.anybody.

that only my wish. i hope you and she never be together. *first time jadi kejam* T.T cruel right? :'( i just cant accept it. not even in my dream and when it comes to reality i just dont know how to face it.

to you and she. sorry for being mean. but. . .  i know you all have the same memory. and perlu ulang ke tak ulang itu kenangan tu itu kerja Allah. im truly sorry. i just cant hide what i feel right know. i just hate it when it becomes to you and you. silly LOVE.Me

but you don't know. and you're not mine :/